| My brother collects ducks... and he's proud of his collection. 
So I showed him my collection of ducks. 
I have more ducks than him! Puahahahha.  |
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| Take a picture of yourself right now. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture. Post that picture with NO editing. Post these instructions with your picture. 
Awkward smile... >__< |
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| The past few days has been real tough for me. It's only been 8 days but it feels like months. I haven't told anyone yet so I'll type it out here on xanga. I haven't been to school or even stepped outside for a while now. I've been staying home all day doing completely nothing. I've turned into a vegetable once again like my dad says. He says vegetables don't talk or do anything. They stay in bed all day. All I want to do is graduate high school but right now, I can't do that if I'm not able to attend school. Staying home all day sounds so much easier but it's not. I'm constantly thinking and worried about what will happen to my life. I have a dream of becoming a preschool teacher but right now, nothing matters to me anymore. I don't know what's got into me. I was doing fine until now. My doctor gave me more medicine to take in the morning and gave me a note to give to the school so I can be excused for a while. I wrote an email to my school counselor and he said he wants to talk to my parents so they're gonna schedule an appointment soon. He might put me into independent studies/homeschool. I don't know if that's what I really want. I don't really know anymore. Why do my problems always have to seem so different than everybody else's. While everybody else at school is worried about their grades to get into a good college, I'm worried if I'll even be able to graduate high school. My life is a mess right now. My room is a mess. I'm a neatfreak but I don't even care about how messy my room is... THIS ISN'T THE ME I KNOW. I DON'T WANT TO BE A VEGETABLE ANYMORE. ADHCJB*)ST&&DFYCHBUJHscb  !!!!!!!!!!!! My dad tells me to calm down and stop thinking and worrying so much. He says all I have to do is relax and he'll solve everything out for me... like he did when I was in middle school. He's always been my hero but I just want to stop causing my parents so much trouble. Everything will be alright... I hope. |
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I thought this was cute =]
Happy 40th anniversary Sesame Street! |
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