Oh. my. god. Why are kids so cute...

I want one now!!! Okay maybe not right now :)

I went to the Orange County Fair yesterday for Japanese festival but it was way too crowded and it sucked. I went to Mitsuwa to eat ramen afterwards but again, it was way too crowded... we couldn't even find any seats!

Sumos hahaha.

Takoyakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii omg.

I remember getting a lot of these when I was a kid :)

Cosplay >___< How cute.

Ugh I hate crowded places... A LOT.

But it's all good cause look what I ended up getting...

FREE YAKULT!! Haha we kept on going back to the booth to grab them but I didn't have a bag so I just kept on stuffing them into my mom's purse.

I always wondered what having a friend was like. So what is a friend? According to the dictionary, a friend is a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. Mmm okay, well I never really had anyone who I can truely call a friend... but I just didn't realize that I was wrong until today.

I always had a group of people to eat lunch with during school but I could never open up to them. I didn't have any friends who I could hang out with outside of school. But it didn't bother me because I was happy I had some place I belonged to. I was thankful because I didn't have to skip lunch and go to the library alone like I did in middle school.

These past few weeks, I haven't been attending school because of my mental problems getting worse. So recently I've decided to start home hospital program. It's like independent study and homeschool. I didn't really bother telling the people around me from school because my existence was probably nothing to them... I didn't get any phone calls, none of my classmates wrote on my facebook wall. It may sound lonely but I'm used to those sort of things.

But today something unusual happened. I found this envelope on my door step...

I opened it and I found this...

They were letters from the friends I eat lunch with at school everyday. I was... surprised. They were really worried about me... they missed me... they didn't forget about me... and I had no clue. I was so happy I started tearing up when they told me to take my time and come back to school when I get better and that they'll wait for me.

I always thought I was a strong person always trying to face tough obstacles in life all alone but you know what I realized? Love actually makes me an even stronger person.

P.S. I'm never alone on xanga either. That's why I love you so much!